Feeling Down

Today is Friday and I am not feeling the best. Have started taking tables to bring on my periods. I have got them but I have been in agony all week. I only went once to the gym this week because the cramps were that bad.

Tomorrow I will start the Clomid Tablets and I have my scan on the 18th to see what is happening with all that. Hopefully next month I can tell everyone that I am pregnant. I am really scared and don't know what to excpect and don't want to get my hopes up too high incase it fails this time around.

My husband and I were talking about the kids that we are going to have and then realising that this dream may not ever happen. My husband keeps his feelings to himself and all he says is well we will have to get another dog and buy a camper trailer to go on more holidays together.

More soon.